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Everything I have done for the last 30 years has to do with healing. I have literally spent my life as a living example that you can absolutely heal from anything or everything!
I have raised myself:
from co-dependent to inter-dependent,
from addiction to recovery,
from having an experience of living in a violent and abusive relationship disguised by mental illness, and
from having narcolepsy, that is a sleep disorder that has cataplexy, temporary paralysis and random falling asleep for spells. It completely interrupted my life… to healing it completely when every doctor said I couldn’t heal it.
I am no different than you.
I am flesh and blood and spirit.
I have dreams, goals and desires.
I have been through heartache and pain. I have had wounds. Emotional wounds that in many people leave scars palpable enough to hold. However, I choose to never see a scar but an inclusion, like in a fine diamond. My inclusions are stepping stones. They are foundational “needs” because if I must go through it, I must rise higher because of it! I have given myself no other choice.
Its not important how many times I have fallen but everything rides on how many times that I try again. Its not enough to just get back up. The outcome of rising is survival. It’s important how often you try again. Then you thrive instead merely of surviving.
I am here and available to share with you my experience, strength and hope. You do not have to sit in the confines of your cranium silently screaming. Reach out and find your voice, share your thoughts, your fears, your failures and your successes! I heard recently Cody Mannix of Better Body, Better Life say “I’m not having a bad day. I’m having a character building day!” He has learned to develop a mindset so that anger does not have to effect him negatively. Reaching within, we can always pause to look at situations from a new perspective.
My personality is as strong as a rock. My personality is as weak as my insecurities. Can it be both? Yes! My personality is as soft as a flower. My personality is as rough as sandpaper. Can it be both? Yes! My personality ebbs and flows but my character is a creation of WHAT I do with my situations.
Character is stronger than our personalities. It’s a direct correlation to everything I have ever experienced. It’s the outlook I have on life, problems and situations that defines my character. I will never let circumstances define me. Carolyn Myss wrote in Anatomy of the Spirit that “…our biography creates our biology.” It is an amazing phenomenon of the brain that it cannot distinguish between an imagined event or a real event. This means that whatever we hold in our minds, our brains create it as a reality. Our brains are like living computers. Input garbage….output garbage. Input love and acceptance….output love and acceptance. The difference is YOU are the Master Input. You can be surrounded by people that input negativity, but the bottom line is that you choose what to focus on. Therefore, I will always make sure I am stronger than my circumstances. I will rise above all of my fears and face what I must with my head held high.
I believe in the power of my spirit. I believe I am here on purpose, living for a purpose. I allow no one to slow my roll. I allow no one to tell me about who I am, that is for me to share with them.
It’s a choice to live in the solution or wallow in the problem. I have chosen to live in acceptance that each and every moment I can choose how I view a situation. If I am hurt, I can retaliate or I can accept a miracle. The definition of a miracle that I am using is a change in perception. I choose to find something to appreciate about a situation or problem. What an amazing feeling of freedom that one action has given me for years. If you look at a problem from the level of the problem, a solution is impossible. You can’t heal a lower vibrational offering from the same vibration. You must always lift your energy, find something to appreciate. It will set your mind up for finding the pathways to all solutions.
I love that I have found my strength in honoring who I am. Not just as a person, but I am honoring my soul. I no longer blow off ego. We are living a spiritual and bodily life. Therefore, it is a yin and yang. Body and Soul. Spirit and Ego. Honoring your complete self means to accept all of you with the knowledge that with acceptance comes the ability to choose how you handle a situation. I choose to handle all situations with spiritual elegance.
I choose to remove myself from negative influences. I choose to surround myself with the people that encourage and lift me up. Thank you for all of you that I call my tribe. I look forward to sharing my experience, strength and hope in happy expectation that my path can be a light for those that need to be held in unconditional love while travelling forward in this awesome life!
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